i hate this part

it started about 5 months ago.. i met sumone, i felt in love, i gave my all.. and for one silly mistake (im not having any affair with anyone), the person left.. how did i reacted? i was frickin broken-hearted.. i cried n i cried again.. i took anti-depressant... luckily i didnt try to commit suicide.. i felt as if i lost half of me... much to my despair, this person not even helping along the way.. this person makes me longing n waitin n givin me hope n all kinda bull!! he knew that i was havin my mid term test, yet he still did those things to me... then last month, i dont even hav to meet anyone new.. i dedicated myself to study n of course to my choices of music ( as adrian quated 'stump stump' music.. hehehe).. i hang out more with my frens.. i got full marks for my land law test!! yay... im beginning to see of whats that had been planned by God to me.. thats y He made me the person i am today.. i dont regret meeting the heartbreaker-in-question.. im stronger each n every day.. n now, after my graduation, im planning to apply for a scholarship to continue my studies in master degree or maybe syariah advance cert.. the end is the beginning of the end as billy corgan quoted.. hehehe..